L.J. Ferrari (tyler306) wrote,
L.J. Ferrari

"Just a Little Bit Longer"

Got up early today.. 7:45 AM.. Temperature outside is 25 degrees.. Going to New London in a little while to meet with friends then to a favorite restaurant to eat out.. That's a new thing because I don't like to eat alone.. Was going to do this yesterday but they had World War two housing issues and I had to be here.. At least the heat is working well. It can't get much better than that.. Seasonal Depression is getting depressing. It will pass though and I will muddle threw eventuality..We have all been there and I have helped a few people in the past so I know what is going on.. Its not a nice place to be.. I know the feeling well.. This house (apartment) thing is a trigger for me and know that. It just seems like there is continuous downward spiral.. Like I know I am not supposed to be here and I made one of the worst mistakes of my life. Pride is working against me also.. So no matter how old you are, you will still make mistakes.. The good thing is it didn't cost me anything except my pride... Like I have learned and told many, "It will pass"...
Tags: pride
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