January 21st, 2016

Storm

I wrote this, this morning and thought about it all day.. I don't want to burden you my issues but...........


As the pending snow storm descends on New England here in the United States that sick, creepy, trapped feeling surrounds me. Hate is powerful word but I really hate being here. There is nothing I can do except wait. I have thought, it will pass but even that doesn't seem to work anymore. I'm tired of the brutal unforgiving cold, the white blinding snow and all the excuses people make for liking this punishment we are given at this time of year. Trapped! That's it. Here we are. In the house looking out the window as this frozen water covers our cars and sidewalks and there is nothing we can do. Some how the word Hate doesn't seem enough……



I called today to find out how long it will be before I can get out of here.. Next Summer.. I could scream..