September 19th, 2010

"Live and Learn"

The Giants play the Indy Colts tonight at 8 pm…I can’t wait..The Giants are underdogs by 6 points. The Colts have home field advantage. …I’ve got a feeling though…This one will go to the wire and because I’m a Giant fan I’ll pick the Giants to win buy a field goal……

 

That windshield note really rattled me. At first I thought it was kinda funny. Well, it wasn’t, it was unusual. It was something that a very sick person will do….I sometimes use humor to cover my fear and anxiety but after I thought about it. This person has some really serious anger and contempt issues and doesn’t know it or knows it but feels justified. Like lets blame the human race for what happened to me….Its like, I mean the kind they make horror movies out of…I sometimes write about the way our world is today and some of the not so nice people that are out there. Well, this person is part of that angry sick society. Like someone that is ready to self destruct at any given moment. This person is on the edge. Its scary. I hope its just my self-protection mode kicking in. I pray that I am overreacting. I hope its that healthy parinoia I talk about. Like when something bad is happening walk away, take the long way home…A friend of mine once said to me, “Walk away, live to fight another day”. I say, “Live and learn Lar“….