August 25th, 2010

"Light At The End Of The Tunnal"

Shhhh, Don’t say anything but things are looking better… I don’t want to say that too loud, so the evil whatever’s will hear me. Yesterday I did get that pill down his throat, and actually heard and felt him swallow it. That’s a plus but this is going to be a daily chore and its not pleasant. Time will tell now. Today I pick up my car…Boy, do I miss that car, its like its part of me. Me without my Mustang. Wow...…. A friend of mine called me last night to find out how I was doing and cried the blues to her. I felt better. Then I called my son and talked to him for over an hour about cars and stuff. It felt good sharing some of this crazy stuff I have been going through. Overall, I just want things to be back to the normal calmness that I work so hard to keep.

Note…8:45 AM I just gave him his pill and felt him swallow it. It was easier today. Its like he knows…I am so proud of him and myself….Almost no resistance…Its Amazing… Later guys …