L.J. Ferrari (tyler306) wrote,
L.J. Ferrari

"Pending Trouble"

          Barbara’s here this morning and I don’t have anything brilliant to say. That didn’t sound too good. It has nothing to do with that. I’m just in a blank mood. For the past few days I have been tired. I guess its from packing and trying to find a place for the boxes. I also have pre- move laziness and wish someone would do this for me. Its not like I am in a rush. I am going to get rid of stuff that I don’t use or sick of looking at so the load will be lighter. I have stuff given to me from old nasty relationships that on occasion let in some negative thoughts so out that goes whether I use it, need it or not. Not only am I going to change where I live but I am going to change my attitude and try to be a better person. I am going to leave the old me here. Its true because people remember you for what you did. Not that I am a bad person. I have helped a lot of people. I am going to search out my long overlooked character defects and correct them. There are some that I just don’t recognize or refuse to see. I will meet new people and have new friends. My decisions will be more thoughtful and careful. I am going to be more open and caring and if its at all possible I am going to shut up and listen. Not only am I am moving I am determined that I am going to change. I believe that If we stay in one place too long we become complacent and dormant. We become part of the environment and accept anything that happens because we are locked in one place…More times than not people refuse to change because they feel safe and secure….Yes, this was partially true in the past. Today we have literally thousands of strange people all around us and if we are not careful our security and safety will be lost in the shuffle….Its up to us to put ourselves in a position for good things to happen. We need to remove ourselves from pending trouble.
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