L.J. Ferrari (tyler306) wrote,
L.J. Ferrari

"Caldron of Insanity?"

      Not so tired today and I am looking forward to playing cards tonight. What’s strange is, things with me are in a, nothing new is happening phase. That’s a good thing as far as I’m concerned. OK, OK maybe not nothing. Last night I was out with friends and guess who showed up?…Well, that’s an unfair question. I’ll explain. A long time ago I wrote about a relationship that I was in that turned out to be the most horrible pairing of two people that ever happened. I was blinded by superficial things, ( looks & sex ) and never realized what was happening to me. This woman if you can call her a woman turned out to be a compulsive liar and all the things that go along with it. I was used and abused for a few months. I’m ashamed to actually say how long I was in this caldron of insanity. Anyways, it ended without violence, just kidding and nature took its coarse. Me, trying to find out why, so it doesn’t happen again and the not talking and finally staying away from a very toxic person. The normal stuff. Well last night she showed up in my circle of friends with that fake smile and pretend innocence and just like nothing happened, was talking, doing her usual what ever it is.. I left right away and went to hang with some of my other pals..WTF is going on was one of the first things I thought about. Well, I refuse to let this evil, freak of nature corrupt my mind or thinking process and its working. I actually forgot this happened last night and it just popped into my head this morning when I wrote “Nothing new is happening“. Well as far I’m concerned, nothing new has happened
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